[HAHA OH GOD ABORT ABORT, alphys looks like she might honestly faint. if she's going pale she sure hasn't noticed but she's absolutely digging her nails straight into her hand.]

N-New-- Kill! No, n-no, I don't-- I've never killed a--

[Oh wait, that's a lie, since she's been here. Thanks, Chara. The Toriel she knew also wasn't too happy to figure out about the Amalgamates, so maybe that's not a good start, either. God she's a mess.]

I was j-just studying, human m-magic, and SOUL p-power, and-- I don't m-make weapons, or, anything, I don't w-want to hurt anybody, I-- I w-was just trying to figure out, h-human magic so, t-the barrier could come down, a-and... nobody else w-would have to die.

[THIS IS A GRADE A TRAINWRECK AND SHE'S OFFICIALLY PANICKING]