[ truthfully, noora finds 'mj' more unique than anything like her name, however oddly spelled and perhaps heard it is — she'd much rather test those foreign letters out; she wonders what they mean. besides the beginning sandwich to 'daring', anyhow. ] 'Digs'? [ it takes her a moment, the nomenclature understood but used so little (and not ironically) it trips her up for a moment. then, of course, she understands the idea.
she is new here, to this... insane, overwhelmingly insane place. it spins her head sometimes, makes her want to scream and pull out her hair like she's going crazy, because how are more people not freaking out like this every day? maybe it'd be — easier, if not more bearable to process, if she had someone like eva or sana or even esklid or hell, even her depressive roommate linn here to make sense of it. (or william. vilde. chris. she tries hard not to think of all of them. she fails, utterly.)
so. there's a tenseness to her lingering grin, in her response, when she replies. ] Ja. Ja, I am. Is it the total... [ she trails off, lifts a hand to gesture with some humor, because perhaps some will ease this situation ] 'lost vibe' I'm giving out? [ it's not like her, honestly. then again, nothing about this is like anything she knows. ]
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she is new here, to this... insane, overwhelmingly insane place. it spins her head sometimes, makes her want to scream and pull out her hair like she's going crazy, because how are more people not freaking out like this every day? maybe it'd be — easier, if not more bearable to process, if she had someone like eva or sana or even esklid or hell, even her depressive roommate linn here to make sense of it. (or william. vilde. chris. she tries hard not to think of all of them. she fails, utterly.)
so. there's a tenseness to her lingering grin, in her response, when she replies. ] Ja. Ja, I am. Is it the total... [ she trails off, lifts a hand to gesture with some humor, because perhaps some will ease this situation ] 'lost vibe' I'm giving out? [ it's not like her, honestly. then again, nothing about this is like anything she knows. ]