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[it's not just willa, though a lot of it is that. but killing her brought up a lot of old feelings, feelings she's held onto since the night she accidentally killed her father, since she lost willa the first time. feelings she held onto after she was sent away and everyone thought she was crazy so she thought she would just prove them right and act out and do shitty stuff.

and while burning up willa's stuff had offered some closure there was still a lot of open wounds there. wounds wynonna isn't sure will even completely heal.

but it feels nice for once to just let them out. it feels like a long time passes where she just stands there, clinging to him and crying until she finally lifts her head, bringing a hand up to wipe away some of the tears.

she probably looks red faced and gross. awesome.]

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