( he should know- nay, he knows how terrible a course of action it is, but this is hardly about reason when his every sense is screaming at Brian to do something, you fuck do something for him for once in your--)
( his grip is gradually looser, just firm enough to tug, to plead for him to stop jerking away, a plea that is reinforced by his tone. The anger, the confusion, they're second place to his earnest concern, to worry and guilt swirled together as he tries, he tries to reach into him )
Please- please don't.. ( Brian is so scared that Tim will run off, but his grip keeps loosening nonetheless, until his fingers are just tugging at the hems of the other's sleeves. To keep him trapped would be cruel; it would be no different from making him suffer. he can't- he can't be controlling. Brian wasn't controlling before. he can't afford to be that way now. ) I was so scared of what you'd say. Of what you'd do.
no subject
( his grip is gradually looser, just firm enough to tug, to plead for him to stop jerking away, a plea that is reinforced by his tone. The anger, the confusion, they're second place to his earnest concern, to worry and guilt swirled together as he tries, he tries to reach into him )
Please- please don't.. ( Brian is so scared that Tim will run off, but his grip keeps loosening nonetheless, until his fingers are just tugging at the hems of the other's sleeves. To keep him trapped would be cruel; it would be no different from making him suffer. he can't- he can't be controlling. Brian wasn't controlling before. he can't afford to be that way now. ) I was so scared of what you'd say. Of what you'd do.
Please- listen to me, please.