[It isn't going away. Nothing is blurring It into obscurity. No amount of blinking or shaking his head or trying to cast away the pall shivering over his head will cast it aside. It's - It can't be here. Not just like that.]
[But It is.]
[He swears every vein in his body is beating blood into his brain, his heart thudding sick and heavy in his throat.]
N-no.
[At some point, he's ended up on his knees. Drops his gaze, just for a moment, scrabbling through the leaf litter in search of that precious bottle of medication. It's here, he knows it - it was just here. Where is it? His only protection, his only talisman against that thing piercing his skull, and where is it.]
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[But It is.]
[He swears every vein in his body is beating blood into his brain, his heart thudding sick and heavy in his throat.]
N-no.
[At some point, he's ended up on his knees. Drops his gaze, just for a moment, scrabbling through the leaf litter in search of that precious bottle of medication. It's here, he knows it - it was just here. Where is it? His only protection, his only talisman against that thing piercing his skull, and where is it.]