"There's the diner. Most are gathering there. Or sitting in the hallways. I figured someone might be doing something stupid, so decided to check them out."

Which isn't true. She's wanting to peek in, seeing their pain and sorrow and get a bit of what she feels she is missing in Wonderland. Especially without her other half there.

"That's not surprising. Bet they have a lot of enemies. The vampires here all talk about it," she says, having talked to a few of them. Not that she's made the admission, but sometimes they talk about humanity in ways she can totally relate to.

"He made his choice,' she says, repeating something she's said in interview before, though then with a few more tears. "What did you do before this all started looping? Did you go for her? Your sister?"