"Oh, they worship the fucking ground Amanda walks. She adores them, they adore her. They make her happy like I've never seen before." He thinks of them gathered around his sister, of Martin hugging her with one arm and her hanging off his neck. of Vogel sitting at her feet, playing with her shoelaces.

Todd scowls. Dirk calls him cute too and he doesn't take it from him either. "I'm not a waif. I'm a lot stronger than I look. And yeah, we were big enough for fans. I said semi-successful. We were sort of big in the Seattle grunge scene."